Even when we don't feel like it.

I have been going through a time where my wants surpass my feelings, and it is hard sometimes.. Not really it's hard most of the time for me. BUT!! I know that it gets easier. I have been wanting God, and I have been trying to let His character and acceptance mold and form my heart. I have been trying to let His hearts want to be mine. Jesus didn't exactly feel like dying on the cross and being crucified. But because He saw that the Father wanted to happen, Jesus Himself wanted it to happen. He wanted to be with us. He wanted me. He still wants me. I want Him too, I am just letting that more and more overcome my feelings. I just a lot of times want to stay in bed and sleep(and don't get me wrong rest is very important)but I want God more, and He is looking for His people to choose Him over their feelings, and He rewards us so greatly.

I have been very just, and I don't know how to explain this well) I just want God, and I want Him to overflow out of me in everything I do, but it will never happen in abundance like He desires and I desire if I don't make personal sacrifices to give myself to Him.

I am learning more and more of how to do that, but it is a journey, but I am so blessed that He is with me every step of the way.

I just have to, and want to, bless the LORD, with all of myself.

It's a journey, but we have His LOVE to get us through.

ALL BECAUSE HE LOVES US!!!!!! He loves us so intensely.